Lasting Memories

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2011-05-24T09:53:00.000-07:00

只因为我太爱你

2011-05-15T05:35:00.000-07:00

Lets just leave it this way.

2011-04-03T11:25:00.000-07:00

I have no idea why you didn't reply to my texts, no idea why you no longer text me.
I tend to think negatively, that the worse will happen.
You said you'll avoid me if its needed, and that we will still remain as friends, but I see no point in such friendships.
So right now, I've decided to let you go, and let this matter rest.
I'm sorry to leave you, I just don't want to be reminded of those times I've had with you, though they are all wonderful memories.
I thank you for everything you've done in my life, from now on I'll forget you, and I hope you'll forget me too.

Rmb to drink less alcohol, alcohol's bad for you.
Best if you're able to quit smoking, smoking's bad also.
You're a very unique girl, that's the sole reason why I fell for you.
I'm glad to have you in my life.

I've MIA-ED, If u even realised..

2011-03-26T16:29:00.001-07:00

I don't deserve anyone's love.

2011-03-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

I'm just a boy whose always trying to fit in.
Wherever I am, there's no way that I can be myself.
Before every action, I'll give it a thought, on how it'll reflect on me.
Every word that comes out from my mouth, I alrdy planned it before hand.

I cannot handle awkward situations, I cannot handle lots of things.
I can stutter on my own words, even when I'm together with my closest friends.
I hate to admit it, but I'm weak, seriously.
It's not the world's fault, it's mine.

I Just Love You

2011-03-18T05:21:00.000-07:00

WTF

2011-03-16T11:20:00.000-07:00

Idk how a person can forgive someone who gl them right infront of their face after they break.
This only shows that he's not a good guy and how the fk can u ever talk to such person again -.-"|

I'm washing my hands off again, it didn't concern me in the 1st place.
I'm tired, really tired..

Keeping myself occupied

2011-03-14T21:30:00.000-07:00

Was working from the 10th-13th at the IT show at suntec.
Worked from morning to night, coming home to only collapse at the sofa till the next morning.
Working's good, I don't think of anything else, including u.
Getting slightly more used to a life without your pressence..

Working at IT show is seriously very tiring.
Had to stand whole day, talk whole day, and have disappointments when customers say "I'll come back later", cos they never do :/
Total sales for the whole IT show is 21sets, excluding 1 Office software.
Together with basic pay I should be to get $400?

Regretted being too complacent, cause my sales came really dam fast at the start of the last day.
There was a deal, the top 3 sellers with over 9 set sales will get a bonus of $50.
By 5pm i alrdy had 7 sets I think, so I slacked and time flew unknowingly!
By the time the cheapest set got sold out I only sold 10sets.
That's when my sales turned way down.
Was not able to sell a single set after that..
But just when I thought I'm the 3rd, my colleague Vivian sold 11 sets ._.
Tried to get 1 more set sold, but lady luck wasn't on my side.

Learnt 1 thing, at IT shows, good sales does not depend on how well u can promote a computer, but your luck in meeting really interested customers.
So it's very easy to work at IT shows, as long as u are able to tahan the tough times during work.

Shall work only weekends nxt time, cause the sales on day 1 and 2 is seriously SHIT.
1st day 1 set, 2nd day 4sets, 3rd day 6sets, last day 10sets.

2011-03-09T09:59:00.001-08:00

Totally forgotten what I wanted to blog about.
Work is starting tmr!~ Though basic pay is low, I believe I'll be able to chiong good sales!
Gonna work for newstead to sell dell pc&laptops @ the pc show at suntec from 10th-13th march
Currently tired max, hope 7hrs of slp is sufficient :x

OH I RMB WHAT I WANNA BLOG ABOUT LE!
Joey asked why other guys takes days to jio tio a girl and i take months which in the end we go seperate ways.
Well I seriously have no idea, she advice me to try ask for stead within days, might work LOL!?
Well I don't think I'll try it, cause I said before I wanna find a good long-lasting relationship.
Decisions made hastily will only result in unexpected outcomes.
What I mean is I won't be sure whether I really love the girl with all my heart, same applies for the girl's side.
I wanna get to know her first, find out more about her, confirm my feelings, then make the move when I feel the time is right.
But as always, the right time never comes..

Nvm nvm, I'll still stick to my old method, I have faith that it'll work, one day.

A player will always remain a player?

2011-03-06T09:14:00.000-08:00

Was at chalet for the past 3 days for Px bday.
Till now I'm still unsure of their names :/
I know pork, daryl, jason, derrick, simon, benjamin oh, marcus, pris, gillian, zuki(is that how its pronounced and spelled?)
It was fun at some times, boring too, had a moment whereby i was emo ing away also -.-

Thot over what boo said..
It's quite true tho, but I'm currently living my life with my emotions and not my head.
I shall give it a try, since there's no harm done?

I Believe that the day will come.

2011-03-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

Choong

2011-03-02T11:59:00.000-08:00

Px and Christina didn't realise that she's a girl after hanging out together for more than an hour lols~~~
Went out for pool at 10pm, till 11.45pm liddats.

Expected, met Px and Christ there.
Seriously their $$ for pool sibei a lot.
As usual i deprove like craps, if given a choice to pool more of course I will.
But i simply dun have the $$.

As usual, rmbed this blog cause 心情不是很好..

2011-03-02T04:17:00.000-08:00

Just woke up, dreamt of u again, u're this special.
Was dying u sms u when i woke up, but when i saw your fb, i decided not to..

END OF EXAMS

2011-03-01T11:05:00.000-08:00

Like finally!? Last paper was maths, should be able to get A unless i have mani careless mistakes -.-"
As usual I'm the last 1 to arrive at the examination hall, officially stepped in at 4.30pm, 30mins late.
Eye power revision paid off :)

Went eat steamboat at 天天火锅, food there soso, Seoul Gardens still better <3
A group of my male classmates spam beer like water, roughly 11 bottles, crazy assholes~
It's our last day together as year one, next year we'll split up to different classes alrdy, gonna miss my animal class :>
Our class nvr fails to make the most noise wherever we go, cause we're just too bonded haha.
Gonna miss every single one of them, every single one.

After steamboat@bugis, went Dhoby Ghaut for pool @ mc with Ew and Choong, had a crazy crazy time.
Pooled till 1.40am liddats, den cabbed home.
Officially pok~! left 5dollars in my wallet..
Hopefully I'll find a job during the hols, bank dry dry also :(

Trying not to emo, trying..
Well that's all for today, gonna go out with Choong for poly stuffs tmr, hopefully it'll be fast.

KOE WO KIKASETE

2011-02-27T10:47:00.000-08:00

If anyone were to ask me why I'm wasting my life away at games, my answer will be I'm running away from reality.
On the surface, I appear to be a very happy person, always smiling.
But actually inside me I'm feeling very terrible.
I know nobody's life is perfect, everyone have their own set of problems.
But I just simply can't put those problems off my mind.

My parents, they are the root of all my problems.
Actually their actions meant well, but if they disregard my feelings and decisions, no matter how well they pave the way for me, I'll still land myself in total shit.
They don't try to understand me, and they never had.

I treasure and cherish everything I have, and I cannot afford to lose anything, really.

**I dreamt of you last night, I dreamt that u called. Even though I didn't pick up the call, it felt as if a huge boulder was lifted off me. But when I woke up, I immediately knew it was a dream. I miss the times we texted till pass midnight, even though I had to wake up at 6am the other day for school. I miss the times you call me up just because you're bored. I miss the times being able to accompany you out, I miss you, I really do.**

2011-02-27T02:36:00.001-08:00

i really wish i can wind back the clock, back to the past, where we first met, chatting happily with nothing else in our minds except our phones.

2011-02-26T13:13:00.001-08:00

Somehow, I feel that I'll regret sending out that sms :/

Good Guys

2011-02-26T08:17:00.000-08:00

Well there are so many things that I wished I could say, but right now I'm in no position to say it.

All good guys should possess the following qualities:
Good listener
Kind
Caring
Understanding
Reliable
Can be Trusted
Tolerant
Good attention giver

But in order to know whether a guy were to possess these qualities, time is needed to understand the person, know the person, and make the right decision.
If anyone is thinking that I'm shooting a guy with this post, then yes.
A guy whose not understanding is simply a JERK, they don't deserve a girl's love.
Although I don't really know the guy, don't really know what actually took place, but no matter how good he is, the fact is he BROKE her heart, and that's bad enough.

//*I wish upon a star, hoping that you'll be happy everyday, free of all troubles and worries, and live a happy fulfilled life.*\\

-.-"| guess what tears dropped down when i typed this quote.. totally idiot Zzz..

2011-02-25T21:52:00.000-08:00

Waiting for the door to open..

Memories

2011-02-24T16:52:00.000-08:00

I just hope i'll be remembered.

How i wish...

2011-02-22T11:26:00.001-08:00

"How i wish" is a phrase that always comes into my mind.
Whenever something goes wrong, this phrase appears.
But, wishes don't come true, too bad.

Here to talk about myself, it's gonna be boring, so u guys might wanna stop reading.
Well, I've always believed in committed relationships.
I've always been searching for a committed relationship.
But, it doesn't come easy.

I believe that for a relationship to last long, these are a few things that should happen before the relationship,
-Relationship must be built over a period of time
-Start off as friends, only express your feelings when u seriously think its the right thing to do
-Love with all my heart and soul

These are the few steps that I take whenever i fall for someone.
I'm sorry to say that I only realized what exactly is true love last year.
I don't mean the i didn't love the girls of the past, its just that there are some, which doesn't involve love.
I'm not a hongster, and I'll nvr be.
I'll never treat a girl as a fling, never.
I'll never accept any random girl whom I don't have feelings for.
And right now, I know what's love and infatuation.

How i wish my love life was a lot simpler.
I think before i act, and do a lot of thinking before anything is done.
I'll always try to be in my best appearance, behavior, the best me.
I try my best to be reliable, and I believe I've nvr failed to.
If you need any favour, and it's within my reach, I'll give it.
I put in my 100% when it comes to the girl I love.
I give them my 100% attention, my 100% care.
So i really wonder why heaven has to be so harsh on me.
It's not the girl's fault, it's nobody's fault, I'm just unlucky~

This post is going no where, there are so many things running through my mind right now.

I'll end this post with a phrase by myself.

Love is unconditional, and will ask for nothing in return.
As long as one puts their heart in it, light will shine on them one day.

POA

2011-02-21T12:00:00.000-08:00

Finally after mugging for 3 days it's finally over!
If i were to pass, i need to score at least 69% for this exam, BUT the school is kind so i think a 6X% will get me a pass alrdy?

Idk what i'm doing for the bank recon qn, cause everyone was finding the cash at bank being the same for both while i'm verifying whether the accounts are correct -.-"|
What's more it makes sense, that really made me assume that it's correct.

Well whatever, I'm proud of myself being able to actually do POA in 3days' eye power study, didn't even touch my pen :s
This concludes that i'm ~~a genius~~ smart ^-^
I think i can start a workshop like Adam Khoo going around teaching ppl how to study for O'level POA 3days before the paper :>
Who knows it might work since his initial idea was that because he was able to make himself study and become a top student, he will be able to spread this motivation to students and make them top scholars.

K enough of craps, he's a plain idiot earning money in the name of motivation, his methods alrdy exist, just that he's spreading to those who don't know about them.
Same goes for mindchamps, a company that provides long term motivation courses, a friend of mine went, 3 months course, it cost 12k!?

If i am her i'll tell my mother, "i get single digit for l1r4 and u give me 10k sua! :> discount give u 2k drink high-tea".
Makes sense?

Was wanting to just update on my POA and look at how i continued to type........
Shall end here, time for movies + slp~

Appearence doesn't matter, it's the heart that counts

2011-02-18T11:47:00.000-08:00

Mani mani ppl say this, but how mani can actually 100% do this?
I can't, and i believe most can't too.
To me, appearence is what first captures my attention.
Appearence doesn't mean a person must look crazily awesome.
It just means that the person simply looks normal.
If someone were to ask, cute or chio, i'll go for the cute.
At least my life wouldn't be boring.

But right now, my hands are tied.
There are so mani ongoing issues, exam, studies, f-ed up family.
How i wish all these problems would go away with a blink of an eye.
Good news is exams and studies are over on 1st march!
And my birthday's coming, march 16.
I really hope i'll get to meet all that i wanna meet on that day.
It's not just another birthday i hope.. :/

2011-02-16T11:22:00.000-08:00

Java exam down, 3 more to go.
All 3 are my worries, POA, DBMS and Maths..
Too bad tmr's gems class will be the last one, will miss Mr Simon :(
8am class tmr! Don't slp now tmr sure dieeeee!

Troubles

2011-02-10T07:09:00.000-08:00

Troubles, everyone have them, they seem to come one after another.
For those who have less of them, good for you, u betta keep it that way (Y)
Sometimes, we are caught in it, our emotions swayed by it
In that exact moment, we are blinded by our emotions, feeling sad and whatsoever.
But if u are able to look at it in a positive manner, then your problems will be solved.
Easier said than done, how mani ppl can actually do it?

When we seek a listening ear, it's not to ask for solutions, as in our minds, we alrdy know what we're gonna do, because we just want someone to know.

Being alone is also good, especially in the night.
I've always loved the night.
Its quiet, and peaceful..

Friends care, really, they do.
Personally, i do too.
Although i don't really know what problems u're facing
but what u're feeling now, i think(THINK*) i feel it too..

When 1 door shuts another door opens

2011-02-09T09:44:00.000-08:00

Its over, yeaps. I can no longer walk on this path that i first chose to follow.
I really wish you all the best, I'll still be around, as a friend.
Thanks for all the memories u've given me
Thanks for being there for me when I'm bored ^-^
These memories will remain with me forever.

Now that i gave up this "tree", its time to search within the "forest" again.
Prob is my "forest" is very small compared to others.
Currently I'm caught up in a dilema, hopefully time will explain everything.
Thanks to all those that sms me daily to keep me bordem free, lookin forward to the day whereby I won't be the one starting the topic :>

Met a friend called Jan, cousin's gan mei. A very special girl.
Chatting quite well, hopefully it won't die down I suppose?
Hais I'm a boring guy :< blame myself ba
Thanks for the smses, super greatly appeaciated!

Parents just like to do what we hate

2011-01-25T16:29:00.000-08:00

Seriously, i've already took a step back by telling them what i feel, hoping they'll understand, but they simply fking ignored it.
Knn, my friends are the best and nothing's gonna change that, stop saying that i have trash friends, u're then the trash.
I do things the way i feel that is right, i get the things i want by my own abilities.
U don have a say in my life, never.
Whatever i do, whatever i get, you say its wrong no matter how right it is.
What is your fucking problem!?

What's wrong with ME lending ppl my OWN money?
What's wrong with ME lending ppl my OWN items?
What's wrong with ME spending my OWN money on a handphone that cost $500?
What's wrong with ME recontracting the more expensive broadband line when it's ME paying the extra?

All of these are mine, you didn't even contribute a cent in it, so what gives u THE FKING REASON to kpkb me cause of this?
If you think that the $5 pocket money u give me everyday for sch&lunch is sufficient, then u're just an idiot.
1week=$25, 1month=$125, 1year-hol= $1250
I fking bought my own laptop at $2100, so u think your $5 is a big deal?

When choices are made.

2011-01-21T09:29:00.000-08:00

If u read this, I hope you'll ponder over the next sentence that i typed.

Hey friend, surprisingly after knowing eachother for some time alrdy, its my first time calling you my FRIEND.

When a choice is made, a new journey begins.
Those left behind will be lost, confused puzzled.
Whether or not should they follow this choice, its all up to them.
This journey might be a good one, for the one who chose it but not the one that followed.
It also might be a bad one too, for the one who chose it but not the one that followed.

Today, I follow this journey of yours, not hoping for the latter.
I'll watch your back, like I always did.
I might disappear along the way, if my will is not strong.
I wish u the best, and hope nothing will go wrong.

Your friend,
CokeBoy

Need truckloads of love

2011-01-10T22:32:00.000-08:00

Wanted to emo here, but since it'll kill my mood further so i decided to list the things I want to get in the year 2011.

The order refers to the which I want to get 1st.

1. Clothes for CNY ($400)
2. Lucasi Cue Stick ($400)
3. Accoustic Guitar ($200)
4. Branded Watch ($300)
5. Wristband ($50)

Now the moment of truth, how much money I have NOW, SGD$1500 =/
Life's still screwed.

Sch Reopen

2011-01-02T12:36:00.000-08:00

Crap back to school again..
Although i have awesome classmates but that doesn't mean i'll love school.

Went out with cousins on 2nd Jan to celebrate corrine cousin's birthday!
She's a 1st Jan baby gosh, zhun day lei..
Went cycle at ECP, ride all u wan at a hour's price cause ~~WE BLACKMAILED THEM WAKAKA~~ my cousin worked there for 2 years alrdy.
Had a great time together laughing away, sad we only meet up like less than 10times a year.
Headed back home at 8plus and shag like crap.

I don't randomly blog, there's always a reason behind it.
Can time work out everything, my answer will be yes.
But will i aimlessly wait for that to happen, my answer will be no.
I wish for a key, a key that can unlock your deepest thoughts.
In order to obtain this key, i'll need time, effort, and a stroke of luck.
Nothing comes easily in this world, i'll have to work for it myself.

This sentence means a lot to me, i said it myself, it true and has nvr changed 1 bit.
Out of all my friends, you're the one whom i spend the most time with.

No one truly understands how I feel

2010-12-28T07:36:00.000-08:00

SUPER emo this 2 days..
I feel so unloved =/ was pondering whether a confession was necessary
But final answer was no, not wise
This is how i feel, this is what i have to say

****************************************************
It's a great thing to have known you.
Although I wished we could have met each other sooner.
I'm nowhere awesome, I'm just an ordinary boy.
I'm nowhere near your circle of friends, and what's more, I'm nowhere near the type of guys you said you want.
To you, probably I'm just a normal friend, but to me, you're much more special than anyone in my life.
Everytime, when I see that you're with other people, I feel sad inside.
Its natural, it's all because of the fact that I have feelings for you.
Maybe letting you know who you are isn't a bad thing, but its no use.
Its so hard for us to even meet. Let alone be at the correct place and atmosphere.
Many said that we don't match, that I'm just being stupid to think that it'll turn out right.
But to me, I don't care, I'll follow my heart, to where it longs to be with.
You said before that my thinking is too innocent, and I'm bound to get hurt if I continue this way.
Well, I fully understood what you said, but that's not gonna change my heart.
I believe if I love you with all my heart, none of those will happen.
I also believe that you're not that kind of a person.

My life is getting screwed up, I'm no longer the Eric I once was.
I feel so lonely, so lonely without you.
If someone were to ask me the same question.

Do you have any close friends?
My answer will be no.
Srry guys, my defination of close friends is being there when I need you, listening to my troubles, my worries. But how many of you were able to do that? None..
If you say I'm asking for too much, then let me ask you back, did I not try my utmost best to care for you guys?

I now feel how she felt, having no one to talk to, no one to pour my feelings on.
Maybe its different for her, she doesn't want to talk to anyone.

Nothing's gonna stop me from loving you.

2010-12-23T07:57:00.001-08:00

Every small thing you say can make my day, and everything about you is what i love
I love you for the way you are

I know you might not notice me, not know my feelings for you at all
But all that doesn't matter, as long as the right time comes

I just hope you'll remember some of the small things I've told you, the efforts that I've put in, all for the sake of you.

I won't give up, not now, not in the future.
You're the special person in my life, you made me see things I didn't see
And I hope I'll be able to do the same too.

Open your eyes, Notice what you missed, Treasure what you have, & Be happy for all eternity.

Boring nights without u around..

2010-12-21T10:40:00.000-08:00

Idk why I like to stay up late even though I'm tired..
What's more, I'm doing lame things just to get myself occupied, went to google for a HD wallpaper for my laptop.

TODAY WAS A HECTIC DAY!
Wokeup at 10.30am naturally when I slept at 4am last night.
Bathed ate and CHIONGED out from my hse at 12.15pm?
Had my haircut, which I deeply ~~loved~~ regretted, next time I should just tell the person to trim the sides.
Well it was actually partly his fault and my fault, he didn't get what i really meant.
Rushed back home to bathe, to find out that Rara's not going and time changed to 3pm instead of 2pm >:
Plan changed too, from kite-flying to pool and kbox, both was not really as enjoyable as expected, Kbox conned our $$ by upping the price without updating their website.
Guess what, someone reached at 4+pm instead, ~~ME!~~ Elaine =S
I thot I'm the only one who's a latecomer, well i don't blame her, cos I do that all the time xD
My singing still ~~ROCKS!~~ sucks cause typical guys can't really sing songs in their original keys.
Went dhoby arcade to renew my ID3 card and went home.

Been wasting my life away since then. Shall not continue on this boring update, tatas <:

Songs

2010-12-20T10:06:00.000-08:00

Bugis

2010-12-18T12:31:00.000-08:00

Could not slp today, so woke up after 3hrs of slp to go bugis with family to "shop".
"Shopped" from bugis junction to bugis street, with my hand ~~FULL~~ EMPTY.
The reason behind it, was all the clothes were just not the desirable cost to my mother -.-"l

Of course i won't go home empty handed, bought a UBER nice jacket from 77th street after quarreling with my mother at 9pm :)
But sadly i can't buy the another piece that i like...

Just wasted my life away on movies from my iphone app, boring shyt siazxz!!

Altho i didn't slp much, nt feeling ~~energetic~~ tired at all :x

I think i'll have a game of dota plus a cone of ice-cream before i go off to bed..

Been dota-ing a lot these days cos life's just way too boring, well dota is not so ~~boring~~ fun also zzz...

What's real and what's fake?

2010-12-15T10:01:00.001-08:00

Someone told me before that ***** ****** is fake, but from what i see and feel i seriously don't think so.
You've said it multiple times that it is fake, but why are you still continuing to put up this act.
I'm confused, puzzled, annoyed, envious, jealous, and hurt..

The only truth I see is what that's present.

Unless anything changes, my views will still be the same.

Still waiting, waiting for the "act" to end, waiting for a glimpse of hope, waiting...

Forgot...zzz

2010-12-14T12:06:00.000-08:00

This blog onli seem to appear in my head when i'm feeling down, wtf sia since 12th forgot update.
I onli rmbed the blog when the movie i was watching excitedly hanged and ended wtf!?
And my fridge now is fking hot cos i was so engrossed in the movie that i forgot to close the fridge door, FML!!

Feeling alright :>

2010-12-12T03:53:00.000-08:00

Today feels normal, but i'm soon gonna be off to nex! =)
Great to have a mall near your hse, too bad nex dun have places to sit and slack..

OH FUCK I FORGOT I NEED TO WORK FROM 9PM TO 10PM -.- FML there goes my nex.. nvm i go after 10pm.
Speaking of work, gonna train a friend's character today through the night, wish me luck, dun get bored to death T-T

Been eating a lot lately, using food to keep myself occupied..

Bored

2010-12-11T08:28:00.000-08:00

So bored that i want to just go clarke quay and walk to dhoby ghaut alone...
Gonna waste my life away for now, anyone needs company just call me, cause I'm bored to tears T-T

My world feels empty without your pressence.

2010-12-10T09:16:00.001-08:00

Blog template

2010-12-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

Finally finished messing around with the blog template, seriously it looks so complicated that i didn't know where to begin.
Well at last brought my entries to where they should be, and shifted my media box to the right of the blog.

A small update on myself, MST is gonna be over, took on 2 papers, skipped 1(POA), and tmr i'll take on the last and final paper.

Enough of boring exams, i know everyone's tired of it, lets talk about my current situation =)

Still waiting, but its worth it! ^-^
I like this quote, wrote it myself teehee xD

My Love for you comes in bits and pieces, place them together and u'll then realise u're the one i truly love.

The meaning to this quote is,
I do love her, i do show love for her, but it comes in very small amounts, amounts so small that it seems almost normal. If one day she decides to notice, she'll realise that what I'm doing is not because that I treat her as a friend, but as someone i love. But that one day will nvr come, as I plan to confess to her after the rain passes, and I'll try my best to be her rainbow in the clear blue sky. Maybe it'll not turn out right, but that doesn't mean I'll give up just yet. The rain might continue for quite a while, but i'll always be there, covered by the dark rain clouds, the rainbow that waits and watches over her, always..

Listen to the lyrics of my blog song.

2010-12-01T06:20:00.000-08:00

I love just the way u are..

Sometimes i wished she'll share her woes with me..
I'm willing to wait, no matter how long it takes, for her to know me, recognise me, trust me.
Here I would like to thank Leon, for supporting me all the way, unlike that see-too-pig en wei.
Leon's quote really boosted my confidence a lot, the short quote goes like this.

If you don't treat your girl well, someone else will.

I really hope i can be that someone for her.

Leon also told me, she's not the right girl for me.
But to me, she's the one and only.
The past does not matter, since we live in the present and live for the future.
I don't care how other people look at you, to me, u're wonderful.
Others don't see what i see, others don't know what i know, others don't love u like the way i do.

I don't tink she'll ever see this post, although there is a possibility, cause its so dead that no one borthers to visit haha.

It saddens me when she's feeling down, i really do.
I want her to be happy everyday, every single day.

P.S.: I guess this is the most colorful post I've ever posted on this blog.

Square 1

2010-11-16T00:37:00.001-08:00

Here i am here blogging again. My blog seems to be a place for escape for me.
Whenever i'm feeling down, very down, i prefer to write it down here, instead of sharing it with my friends.
Well it is again about my life, i seriously overestimated myself, will i even match her in the 1st place?
I have no idea what actually took place, it was as if god opened a door for me, and though i could see it, i couldn't reach it.
And before i knew it, the door closed on me, and i'm back to having nothing.

To be continued..

Adding life to my blog

2010-08-31T10:29:00.000-07:00

Just realised my last post was january, bloody long ago lol..
Today i watched a very touching show that really made me reflect a lot on my own life.
All these years i've always been escaping, running away from my problems and bottling them inside.
Mani thanks to those that lent me their ear since the day we knew.
I've realised something, to stop lookin back and look ahead insted.
I've finally lost my feelings for Angela, and i'm now really rdy to start afresh again.
Some of u might be thinking, i must have had a crush on a random girl girl again, but this time the feeling is there, it's real, it's love...

I'm sure she won't see this post, cause she does not know of this blog.
But i'm afraid to start, afraid that the start will be the end..
At this point we're still friends, and no one knows who this girl is.
She might know that i have feelings for her.. She might felt it coming from my heart.
Hopefully she'll come to realise it as time passes, rushing things will onli worsen it.
Lookin forward to be able to spend more time with her, either on msn, sms or outside.
I'll end my post here for today, will update when the day comes

Before and After

2010-06-04T10:44:00.000-07:00

Went ZhenYang's Aunt's saloon to dye and cut
Actually wanted to get blonde color, but in the end got this instead
Not bad, actually its quite good!!
BUT, IDK HOW STYLE LIDDAT SH!T~!~!~!~!~!
SIAN LA, how, i only can do super normal spike, not the GOKU type de of cos >.>
Hais can someone teach me??

手上的感情线

2010-05-22T22:43:00.000-07:00

There a so called "love line" on our palms
Is mine not straight or heaven just loves playing pranks on me?
My love life nvr seems to turn out good, no matter how hard i try or how long i wait
Maybe the time is not ripe, BUT WHEN WILL IT BE!? T-T
I shed my tears for another girl again, 1st was michelle when we aren't friends anymore, 2nd was angela when we aren't friends anymore, 3rd was..
Well angela and me are friends again, after 2years?

Thanks all my friends whu stood by me, but i need some time alone.
I had mixed feelings in me, its not her fault, its no one's fault
Let time decide everything, untill then..

Update tmr during class =X

2010-05-16T09:15:00.000-07:00

Went pool and arcade as usual last nite with Ew and Neo
Also as usual, dragged like siao, actually wanted to meet at 3.30 but reached at 4.30 =X
Ew have to take some photo for
Bought red tea cause thirsty, but no more small pearls >_<
Got rainbow jelly instead, and guess what, it's not sweet but sour -.-"l
Sucks lar!! Totally sianned ._.
Played 2hrs+ pool, got win got lose, 9ft table need zhun de leis
When we wanted to go back Plaza Sing, it was raining, not heavy tho
Waited a while but rain nvr got lighter
Ran in the rain to the next nearest shelter, by the time we reached PS we're already drenched
Drying ourselves was not our top priority, but getting our hair back into style was =X
Psyco-ed Neo to play initial D 3, at start very cmi, but after $4 worth of games he graduated from 赤城 le!
He can now successfully complete the map, so owning beginners is no kick for him
Not bad rite 1st day can liddat le, i still rmb my 1st day i still playing 1st map w/o completing it -.-
Neo's car lvled up to 2! And i used his car to own a lvl 11 AE86 =X
Bully him with Euro map, map that a AE86 cannot drive properly
Actually the AE86 guy shud be at least lvl 17-22, he using his noob car
Went again to the XinWang Hongkong Cafe to eat, Ew's pork dish is as hard as rock
Total bill was 30dollars ^-^

Woke up today at 4am with 38.2degrees fever!
Chiong to eat medicine and got a wet towel to put over my forehead, together with some ice inside to keep the towel cool
Then went back to sleep till 6.50, fever subsided!
Tcher for WCD was replaced, to E-business tutor!
Missed Mr tan dearly, especially his lame jokes =X

This is TRUE, this is ME, and this is LONG =X

2010-04-27T07:40:00.001-07:00

I'm very emotional and always allow myself to be very emotional. I can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very sian.

I'm a thinker and able to do well at work and succeed. I have the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

I can mostly memorize all my anger, my loves. They are my important secrets and I will keep them to myself and will never let you know. I'm not a very ambition man. Wealth does not draw my attention, because I'm not a greedy man and I think money is not something that will last. I could be very careless about my future. I do not like to fight against all odds unless really necessary, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because i like to take an easy path, which cause me a unsteady future.

I'm is kind and slightly lazy, but it is my cute character. I hates rules and regulations. I will never look down on people. I'm a polite guy and can be very aggressive when I'm is mad. I love to think that I live in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so I'm contented with what I have.

My other charm is that I'm a funny guy if you really know me, and it is my real weapon. I even have this inside my secondary school testimonial written by my teacher. I can tease you and yet make it looks like one of my jokes. Even when I am sad, I still have that funny face, so you could hardly tell if I'm mad or depressed. I like to hide my feelings and help other people especially those who needs a friend or are lonely.

I'm will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. I have a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. I can determine to make it work and can do well, except that I tend to lost his energy due to distractions, that's how I miss many of my good opportunities.

I can be happy and content by myself. What I think is important is "Love", but also a firm status and stability. I have plenty of love for my right one.

I'm more of a good listener than a good speaker, as I fell before because of what I said. When I'm with my right 1, I want to be happy. A simple hug can make my day. I tend to understand my partner's emotion, though this often leads to my doom if I misunderstand her emotions. I like to take a long rest if able, and sometimes being alone. If I need to be alone, leave me alone, unless you're the right 1 for me.

I'm sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. Though the sensitive part only appears inside my head and I never reveal it. I want to feel worthy. I can be mad and noisy, but once I calm down, I'll be that happy person again. I am not a jealous or possessive guy, and if I feel jealous I will hide it. I have many friends of both sex, and I care a lot about my friends. I like to have lots of friends. I like beautiful things, so if a "105" walks by I'll will confirm guarantee plus chop look, so do not get mad at me knowing this fact.

When I'm lonely or feeling sad, my right 1 please be close to comfort me. I do not like to take advice, so if someone want me to listen or to follow their advice, they have to act as a good sample for me first. I prefer to like a cheery, active, smart, daring, cute, and not so noisy girl. If my right 1 treat me like I'm her special person, then I'll be that special person for her. I'll trust her if I am in love, and I enjoy her cute acts(seriously is cute ones, not those that will make me feel iritated zzz) once every while!!!

Pisces

2010-04-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.

He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not draw his attention, because he is not a greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.
His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.

He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you.

He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.

He is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.

When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.

Epic dinner at xin wang hong kong cafe

2010-04-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

Had a very nice dinner at this cafe, but the onli bad thing is we miscalculated on the protion of food we had to eat. Above is a ice kachang ther, look at the size of it!!

Even tho its gonna be shared between the 4 of us, Neo Ew Vin and me, its still too much for the stomachs of 4 full guys
Guess what, we "oya peiya som!" several rounds to decide who shall take the bigger spoon of ice kachang

I'm sure we are their onli customers doing that to determine whu to eat their food xD

This is 20mins later, we are eating dam slowly =X

Dinner

2010-04-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

Few days ago, on 10th April
Had dinner at some Japanese Cafe at bugis after shopping, the food is SUPER nice
Same goes for the big number in the pricing =X
Above is the extra thin crust pizza i ordered, trust me it tastes heavenly ^-^

Spent over $100 on 2 top, 1 pants and a tie
Wanna know sumthing? Its my 1st time buying clothes myself using own $$
So now u can see how much i used to torture myself in the past =X
Saw my stupid Fairprice manager on the way, together with some auntie/lady
Wrote auntie/lady cause she's not even 1% good lookin so... u shud get the idea already

OMGOMG

2010-04-06T19:58:00.000-07:00

Dyed my hair ytd!
Colour is nice, just that its not very obvious >.<
Will try to put up a obvious and nice photo
Btw, ppl dye 20mins i dye more than 30+mins =X
Later hair all drop then gg haha xD

Went Ew's hse straight after, together with my handy dandy gaming machine!
Could not dota as soon as i reached, cause had to configure choong's gaming machine
Her mcafee clash with her norman, making her whole gaming machine to turn into an 1000years old snail D=
Gave upon waiting for her comp to load, force shut it X-X
Went safe mode and kicked the mcafee's ass out of her lappy
Windows resumed as normal and choong's lappy became fast again!

Deepest condolence to the demise of the 1000year old snail, DUN COME BACK OK!
Went do recovery, took an hour odd, reinstalled wc3
After reinstalling, cannot manual patch(WTF!?)
It says access denied, heng my brain turn fast enuf =X
Went to the folder and allowed full control, including modify
Then can update liao yeh!!!!

Onli managed to dota at around 8pm, played 2 matches, both lost =(
Bo bian 1st match i feed like some idiot, then 2nd match an ****** left
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HERE COMES THE HIGHLIGHT OF TODAY'S POST

15mins before we were about to leave Ew's hse, his ex called
Ew totally "sianed" cause he mai pick up
Cause Ew broke up with her due to he still got feel for another gal
Then he "thot" this gal still has feel for her, so to not waste this gal's time he decided to avoid her as far as possible
After 2 miss calls, we all thot the storm was over
But, SURPRISINGLY she smsed "can u come down in 10mins, i'll be at your voiddeck"
We all tio stunned LOOL, N1N1 win liao lor fly down
After persuading him for a while finally we went down
At the void deck we saw 3 gals talking among themselves, cfm is them liao
His ex zaoed and pushed a plastic bag to her friend, while her friend had to pass it to Ew's hand, then zaoed also lols
K after that that are other things also, but cannot write, secret xD
It was a gift in a box, nice box
Inside got pink polo tee, billabong pencil case, and a belt
WAAAAAAAAA, why he so heng de >.<

Well she sms and say its a gift for wishing him good luck for poly
BUT, out of 10 ppl 9 won't believe? (ps i know i dam bad)
Aiya maybe its true, but it does not bother me so lets just leave it a mystery
Mrt-ed home and penged straight after, super tired
Kns pizza inside got pills ar, eat le wan kun (jk i'm tired bah)
Onli me tired leis, means nothing to do with pizza, its innocent ^-^

Tmr going config comp with Jolyn and Ew, but since ytd she has not been replying me
I also cannot call to check, later she find me irritating, cannot send more sms also
Argh!! Nvm tonight den call her, cause our comp config thing at 8am tmr, means 6am nid wake up, cal tmr too late liao, so bo lang pick up
Maybe she camp then busy to reply, at least i know she got read the sms, cause she accidentally went press call button, got miss call at my fone o.o

I tink i can join compo competition liao, all my post uber long
K off to gaming, left 4 days of leisure days be4 poly start(sian ttm x_x)

Familky Chalat 2010

2010-04-05T07:25:00.001-07:00

Focus on the wok, have u seen anyone using charcoal to 炒菜?
Well now u have! its my 二姨 making some beehoon =D

Chalat lasted 4days threee nites, was ther everyday, but had to leave halfway and go back cos of work.
I miss my colleagues dearly T-T
Thank you to all who guided me and shown me care along the way in this 3-4months
Special thanks to jiang hong, my fav chief cashier, and May, also my fav chief cashier!
Thanks Grace, also a chief cashier, but u're not my fav =X
But that does not mean i'm not thankful for all the care and concern u've given me!
Almost cried when i left my branch, work with them so long got feel de leis T-T
Even though i can visit them anytime, the feel is diff le

Had uber little sleep throughout the chalat days, but it was a great experience :)
Went watch clash of the titans, yeap its nice, but i PERSONALLY feel that the content lack a bit at the ending
Went Kbox on the 3rd day, sang from 7pm to 11pm
JJ's singing is dam nice omfg, he shud audi for superstar, sure can get pass 1st round xD
Unlike me i tink i go open mouth kana beep out le =X

2 ppl said my singing nice, thanks Corrine(or issit SIYU) and Jolyn for the kind praise
Few candid photos up there, cause they bbq in the rain
TyTy to them who bbq food for us despite(eh sh!t can i put a "of" here?) the rain
I forgot is "inspite of" cannot put or "despite of"
Cute right, u shud see "ah hock gugu's" dance ROFL, this kind of uncle cannot find liao, ps himself to make us laugh, rare leis
Love my relatives ttm! All of them rocks!

I'm gona dye my hair tmr, and then head to Ew's hse
Clothes shopping on the 8th, maybe depositing Laptop at hse 1st then head out again(dam mafan leis -.- cause stupid mother scared some mishap will happen in shopping centre, e.g ppl rob me in broad daylight)
Seriously its stupid, who is so retarded to rob in daylight, and with sooooooo mani ppl around
Go be burglar betta lor zzz

Got my pay liaos, its either $690 or $700, cause i worked at novaas and i'm not sure whether they've banked in my pay yet
Btw if u're asking why Novaas give me so little pay, my onli answer is i worked 3hrs plus nia
Played taidi till 4am last nite, then lie down chat, but i nvr lasted more than 5mins =X
Found myself awake at 8am, went toilet and then back to sleep till 9odd
Went Mac have breakfast, yummy ^^
Yingling's friend was there too, her name's melissa if i nvr spell wrong
Seriously the 4 days was awesome, but i can't summarise everything in this post, too mani things liao

Oh btw i conned myself thru the entry booth using my expired Ntuc Fairprice nametag, borrow 1st next time return hahas
Alvin's still eating, soooooooo looooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggg...........................
Ew since 1pm jio me dota, now gona 11 liao still haven dota tio
Dam my mother, ask her for SOME money to buy clothes she also won't budge
KNS its like i nvr go buy MYSELF be4 lor, knn keep say what ppl jio me out buy clothes smlj, pls is i wan buy myself 1 lor, go poly with onli 4-5tops u not paiseh i am thanks
$700 to last me for the whole year, someone save me!
It may seem quite a big figure, but u just divide into week then u'll know its dam little le, meaning i onli have like $13 extra to spend per week!?
I cannot find the pics, tmr then snatch, off to dota blog next time!

New lappy!

2010-03-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

Got my laptop ytd from Funan Digital Life mall, LMAO they still need check 30mins to make sure my receipt real or not.
Cannot blame them, i look too poor >.<
Indeed i'm poor, withdrew $40 from bank acc, left $130 inside ROFL.
I still owe my mother $280, speaking of mother, Ew's mother owes him 1.2k

The plastic bag they gave me to carry the laptop is sibei wrong
Everything is 4kg odd, and the plastic bag is really the enlarged version of a typical plastic bag, how carry!?
Tied it and hugged it all the way to Sim Lim Square claim warrenty, then went Summerset eat 铁板烧, total $34 i tink. Not bad, quite nice

Went Ew hse then, wtf i brought 4 disc to do recovery rite, 2 disc not empty de -.-
In the end wasted 1hr of my life, and had to borrow a disc from Ew. Onli 9.30 then settled everything, finally dota with BREEZER!!

No effect leis, too little >.<
Lime flavous sucks, swear not gona buy again!!!!
Dota 2 match till 11.30pm, then bus~ed home

DEDICATION:
THANKS EW FOR PEI ING ME TO BUSSTOP, U'RE THE BEST LEIS BRO!

Reached home my father really in pain, his dunno where got stone.
Went hospital see doc, got a jab of painkillers and came back home at 4 plus.
Today webcammed with jeanette mei, she's dam chio when she smiles i tell u
电die ppl also can wor (hope she sees this)

New lappy rocks, but now going work soon, will upload some pics on the laptop and other stuffs.
Looking forward to tmr! Off to work buhbye!

SERIOUSLY I WISH MY MOTHER CAN STOP KP ING, SHE DUN UNDERSTAND BUT SHE THINKS THAT SHE KNOWS, E.G I ALWAYS 9.30 GO WORK SHE NOW KP SAY WHY STILL HAVEN GO, AND SHE JUST SLAMMED THE DOOR FOR DUNNO WHAT GOD REASON

New hairstyle

2010-03-01T11:40:00.000-08:00

Went cut my hair the day be4 ytd! And tried a new hairstyle
Still got a lot of room for improvement, e.g. making the spikes thinner
My fringe i totally lost, dunno what to do with it
Guess shud not have used too much wax on fringe
I feel that the back of my head is DAM nice, cause the stylist cut it such that the mullets will appear to be longer

This is my colleage, whu taught me how to spike, more practice before i can attain his lvl =X
Went out with Ew today to watch movie, "the legend".
Graphics good, sparks nice, weapons real, cast good, storyline bit short
But i guess there's no choice? its made from a legend, unless the director wants to rewrite history?

K i'm single and available again! Ladies out there that happen to be carrying a torch with me(my own wishful thinking) may contact me ^-^
But, if i no feel for u then too bad, can't be helped unless u look like an fallen angel(wait long long also bo =X), then maybe can consider xP
A lost friend of mine said i have attitude >.<
Common ppl give me some testimonials!!
Will update in a few days time, now to go off to sleep

Dream Gal

2010-02-24T18:02:00.001-08:00

Yeap, dream girls dun appear easily.
Altho she does not feel the same for me, being able to know her is uber good liaos.
Friends for now, hope we'll at least be closer friends that can talk easily.
A great example is her and sherman ^-^

Sian i lost my touch in sms, now my sms are fked up -.-
Gona go sleep soon, small update daily = active blog?

MIA 1 month

2010-02-23T06:44:00.001-08:00

Above is 3am in the morning with all the CNY stuffs
Worked like some mad guy during the period of CNY
OT OT OT OT, this month $$ not nice i suicide

Guess what, thru sherman i found my dream gal
She's the exact type i'm lookin for, her actions, character, voice, personality, everything!
Has heaven shone its light on me yet?
BUT, her heart still lingers for another guy
So heaven isn't so good to me after all >.>

Pay day is comin, received my SP admission package today
A lot of things to do, after i browsed thru it i just chunked it aside until a later date =X
Joey is away at kuching, guess no good news for her when she comes back
Oh ya, dammit i can't dye my hair till the poly registration is over!@!@!@!@!

Results!

2010-01-15T23:23:00.000-08:00

Did badly, totally below expectations
Hias bo study so bo bian =X

Those in brackets are my expected grades:
EL B4(b3) CL B3(A2) SC A2(a1) MA B3(a2) GEOG B3(b3) SS/Hist C5(d7) AM D7(d7)
So my L1R5 is 20, L1R2B2 is 15.
K, poly life here i come, after deducting is 14.

Here are my top 6 choices of course:
1. International business at SP (No COP)
2. Financial informatics at SP (13)
3: Business Information Technology at SP(14)
4: Business Information Technology at NP(14)
5: Financial Business Informatics at TP(14)
6: Leisure and Resort Management at TP(14)

Bet will in Business IT at either Polys, but seriously i wan SP!
Cos, got pool club and easy access, MRT ROCKS.
Parents went out buy new year clothes
For me stay at home Dota =X
My clothes maybe next OFF day den go buy
Hais think of results my heart aches >.<

Last but not least L1B4, GRATS TO ALVIN, 9PTS AFTER DEDUCTING
GRATS TO MARUCS, 9PTS BE4 DEDUCTING (I THINK =X)
Top scorer of class 6D....
*Drums roll*
U've guessed it if u're one of us, Khaiyin with 7points L1R5 before deducting!
Means she deduct le = 3pts can go HCJC -.-
Result of nvr study, results suck like !@#$^&*()
Btw Weilin got L1R4 13(haven deduct)! All clever liaos sobs
Working for my lappy during these months, total $$ shud be 2k odd
Plus some subsidy from parents, shud be able to get a decent comp with Tv tuner, liddat can watch tc while on bus =X
Expected lappy price is 3k!
Wanted aim for 4k de, but the comp is super heavy, 4kg odd, i carry 1 desktop also same weight lar!
I wan at least, 6 hours battery life, meaning the sign there must claim to be able to last maximum 10hrs.
Btw saw a very nice diamond necklace, feel like buying and giving it to her on Valentine's day. Real diamond hor! But its cheap cheap de lar =X I nt rich to buy those 2carat de. Just a real real real real real small 1.

Still in the midst of deciding, time to call vin hse for dota!

5hrs to release of O'levels results

2010-01-10T17:23:00.000-08:00

Hopefully i don't do too badly for my L1B2R2, pray that i get same as alvin =X (cause he got study de, if same then means good result le ^-^ haha)
Planning to go SP! Off to dota for now

Nvr sleep

2009-12-31T23:22:00.000-08:00

Too tired to blog, nvr sleep last nite.
Made it thru the nite, after countdown, felt i wasted 30mins of my life.
Cause our view cannot see fireworks >.>
Blog tonite/tmr

Kana fly plane lols

2009-12-30T03:40:00.000-08:00

WOAH, TODAY NO WORK AND I WENT WORK >.>
Work schedule changed, was onli informed about 28dec but not 30dec
SOOOOOOOOO, i went for work, then chief cashier said "eh你今天off leis, 你很好笑lei"
LOL, totally stunned. BUT, went home change and went pool with Leepeng!
Wa thank god for giving me this opportunity!(dun have to say till too obvious rite?)
Dun tink too far, go out nia -.-"l

Dunno what day issit, everywhere i go i meet friends.
On bus meet schoolmate, go pool meet Joey, in pool meet Lester, book pool meet Clement, book another table meet some BB mates, then change table meet Alex.
Crazy day >.<
Super enjoyed myself, felt that i improved significantly also.
Lost few matches badly to ernest, won a few too.
Overall all the matches were great abd FUN!

I dunno why, issit me or 1 bunch of girls is looking at us play pool
Or bunch of ah lian in exact*
Nvm about that, WeiLin keep call me treat her.
SHE STAY LANDED PROPERTYYYYY, I LIVE HDBBBBBBBBB.
I v poor de lor T-T
K off to changing blogskin, remember to give comments on it orh!@

3 Ugly Photos of me

2009-12-25T20:53:00.000-08:00

Dinner and random

2009-12-22T08:24:00.000-08:00

Overdue pics

2009-12-14T02:32:00.000-08:00

Continue~~

2009-12-14T02:08:00.000-08:00

K, saw Rebecca at J8 then.
She was with her bro, mother and father.
Her bro get 273 for PSLE leis! My sis onli 178 -.-"
See the difference between clever and stupid ppl.
Attended the 4days Fairprice training, haven start work $100 in le.
Cause training is count as clocking hours.

1st day at store on sunday, 9am-1pm
I just serv 1 customer and mistake liaos X-X
Too ganchiong zz this is what happened:

Customer come with 3 items.
2 are of the same kind, so I register into machine.
Total cost $2.90, so i say "$2.90".
She pass me $4 and i punch in $4, open cashier box and get her change.
In my mind is 2.90, so i took out 1.90 -.-
Suppose to take $1.10
Bo bian change with counter beside for smaller change
then return change to customer

Bishan J8

2009-12-06T06:48:00.000-08:00

Got my fone back from the repairs and J8.
Uploaded foto from fone to post here
Guess whu i saw at J8, tell u guys tmr =D
Cont blogging tmr, now mother kpkb-ing le =X

Phone away for repairs

2009-11-28T01:27:00.000-08:00

Argh!! I forgot my fone sent for repairs, so i got memory card, no fone, then photos inside memory card -.- PS 2-3 WEEKS LATERS THEN PHOTOS WILL BE OUT ZZZZZ Woke up at 8am this morning to sell ring service, turn out buyer was slping -.-"l Kana 放飞机. He onli came online at around 11.30am, and there i was exhausted like shyt. Finally, at 3pm, could not take it anymore and took a 2hour sleep. I slept at 3am yesterday and woke up at 8am. Still very tired now, yeh tiffany mei is back on maple!

PSP

2009-11-27T07:57:00.000-08:00

currently using a psp to blog cause over 10 cannot use comp. super busy these few days, going out non-stop, only back home after 10. went eatsham hse for hari raya, as usual i'm last to reach. guess who turned out to be there, clarinda choo! played dota till round 7, then dinner and ps2 gaming till go home. mani thanks to eatsham for the food =) had a great time at eatsham's house. unfotunately, maple on ew's lappy cannot start cause got some file corrupt thus cannot patch. lost around 20mil sobs.

BROKE!

2009-11-13T17:37:00.000-08:00

AW DAM I'M BROKE, NO POCKET MONEY & JOB
Went apply for asiasoft job although i dun 100% fulfil the requirements
3 days liao no reply, so GGx?

DK's level 120, a DARK KNIGHT NOW!
Yesterday leeched 17hrs, level 79to120
320m fly, left with probably 100m?
Thanks Choong for the 2x exp, or else impos 120

Dunno what to write also, have a boring life, and tend not to write anything about daily life
Now is to worry about that spear, i have a super tight budget, 270m?
Totally not enuf lor, nid 4XXmil i tink -.-
K enuf of maple

No idea where to hunt for job, lazy to also
Asking friends intro or flipping CATS to find
Srry all for the delay in class bbq, i nid to get a job first =X

NO MONEY NO TALK x_x
Off to mong, when selling ring serv then extend blog post

Weekend

2009-10-31T16:24:00.000-07:00

Yes no doubt its maple, and its 6.38am when i took this ss
2x exp halloween event too tempting, woke up early in the morning to chope map =X
Went ut yesterday at 5pm to my 小舅舅's hse, celebrate my cousin's 1 year bday!
Happy 1st birthday Javier! 1 year old nia
Siyu said something that seems very true, all there is little kids, we all old liaos..

O LEVELS
Actually wanted to aim for raw 5 for L1b2r2(its a goal, to make me strive harder)
But maths die liaos, sure A2 and below, lost 25marks in total >_<"
A Maths paper just passed, sadly i know i'm bound to fail it
Science and humanities paper on monday and tuesday, studied A LITTLE(serious a little)
Still, will be focusing more on sciences, since its my core L1B2R2 sub, that flunk i as good as GGx
OLEVELS FASTER PASS PLEASE, THEN I CAN PLAY, WORK, AND HOST MY CLASS BBQ!

Switching of windows user to on 2 maple failed zzz..
Dam Hackshield, i also not hacking why "error" me~!!
Gona be 8 soon, whereby Choong and Vit will on and i'll chiong!
Must find a time somewhere for studies, maybe tonite 10pm?
Back to maple, maple maple maple, =X

Ringer

2009-10-17T18:47:00.000-07:00

Went create a ringer account on maple, made a warrior
Future zai DK!! haha..
Miss my NL, asiasoft haven reply me !@#$%^&*
Dam them lor, even hackers get back their account in 90days
Why our accounts must be froze forever, dam them ~.~"l
Changed the music liao, they changed the skin so whole music gone
Present 1 sucks, i cannot remove the pic to shrink it
All i can do is cut the sides and make it fit *horrible looking*

Hey ppl graduation day no souvenirs~
Or issit is individual teacher give us liddat count as souvenirs
School suks, no prom night >.>
Gona miss all my friends, ALL
Heng still got chalet, hope it'll turn out well
GOna mug soon, or else o level GG
JyJY to myself =X

Sian

2009-10-14T04:41:00.001-07:00

Look at that, dunno what happened
Fate bah, god wan me to study ~.~
My friend say its a bug? Dunno lar dun care >.>
Changed all my acc pass
Found out that got ppl play my tengutengu
Cause got KOC acc inside O_O
Went mac study with leepeng, muina and kenneth(not 4E6 de)
Around 1hr onli, cos gt geog class
K study time, MUG >.<
GOING TO CHIONG ONCE I GET BACK MY BLODDY ACCOUNT~!

Semi-dead

2009-10-05T04:01:00.000-07:00

Blog semi-dead, cause nvr go out so nvr update
N levels Science papers today, some good some say die liaos
All the best to all my friends on coming N level papers~!

3weeks mmore for me till O levels
Still gaming, sure get raw score L1R2B2:5(IN MY DREAMS) if cont play =D
Above is a SS of the 1.2billion meso i bought with $105
Super shocked when i found out that the meso assistant is a uncle in his 30-45 =X
PS for using the term uncle, it just refers to a guy whose not a teen xD

Mapling again, got scanned 20mil yesterday(man i agree i'm stupid)
IGN HARUKOSANX3 I demand a KS WAR!!
Unless he pays back my 20mil, i cfm him he dunnid train le
Level 104SOULMASTER(warrior in short), wa pro leis~!
If I'm not wrong, all my accounts are above 104 except for storage LOL
Let me summarise, Thorags(132), PIatoniclove(142), Lcemagestyie(130/131),
Spectraisin(117), Sinobie(108).

Spent 900m buy 69wa hammered craven, unhammered 69wa cost 1.4bil?
85mil on 4dex dog mask/mouth, tonite gona get scarlion helm at 9pm
Gona go blog hopping/mapling le, post when free~
Btw runescape i hit 21 le =X this quite outdated SS

Photos

2009-09-21T22:44:00.000-07:00

Cousin outing

2009-09-21T22:14:00.000-07:00

Went out to tampiness on last sat with cousins
Suppose to meet at 1pm, reached at 1.20pm, thot i was late
But instead, I'm the first 1 to reach *claps*
First time gosh lols
Cousins reached shortly, and went mac for lunch
Mother said to my cousin "Bu yao dai zhiyong qu chi tai gui de hor"
AS A RESULT, BECOME JJ treat me mac(thanks =D)
Zai kia here, push fone to JJ to make him accept the money
But in the end he also bo accept

Went cinema, bought 6 tickets for phobia 2, NC16 HORROR MOVIE
Scary sia...
Yingling said it's spend money to torture ourselves
All cover/close eyes, same applies for me =X
Anyone wan watch with me 2nd time! Cause i'll be there laughing since i know what will jump out/appear

Went Time Zone(Sun Zone or watever its called)after buyin tickets
JJ treat all of us arcade!
$10 wor, rich haha
Bonus 1 dollar with 10dollar top up
The scratch and win coupon tio extra $2
Total $13 play value
Played Bball, i suck gosh >.<
Nvr reach stage 4

JJ went to stage 4, his machine rigged de
But he quite zhun leis, cfm more zhun than me
Then whole clique went play the saucer table(hit the saucer de)
Had lots of fun on that, $1.50 per game
Total played 3 rounds, i played 2 =D
Then went to look for other games, turn out went play motorbike
JJ and Derick spar, JJ came in earlier than Derrick, but didn't finish
Finishing line was just onli infront

When we walked out of the corner then we saw the motorbike machine that looks much much newer -.-
Graphics totally better also
My 3 gal cousins went play hyper bashi~
Each person took 1 colour *zai coordination*
But, the screen is rigged, blue and green same colour(HOW TO PLAY SIA!)
Very fast jiu die le

Went window shopping, went to shoes shop, clothes shop
JJ entertained us with mani mani jokes lols
Personally felt that he looked like the Japanese Mafia when he tried the suit(haha)
Took mani mani pics, gona grap from FB and post next time
Didn't have time for SAKURA buffet, went home interchange there buy 炸鱼片面
Guess what happened next day, fell sick, down with fever, running nose, blocked nose, cough, or kana cold in short.

But recover till 差不多了.
Now left with cough
Gona chiong RS, blog when free =D

Audi

2009-09-16T22:47:00.000-07:00

Argh audi still liddat, wan die already
Tried reinstalling, still cmi
Had prelim this week, super sian
Sit there just writing and writing
Crapped thru my history
If ms kaur read sure call me up for classes
Give up on HIST/SS elective le, dun wan go JC
Just depending on L1B4 to go poly, EL MA SC CL GEOG
Play Bball with Douglas yesterday, did 3 layout and i panting like i ran 2.4km
Super sai, keep missing, result of nt touching Bball for half a year
Hand super black after that
Went J8 toilet to wash, then got 1 uncle super weird o.o
He out of no wher ask "boy, u doing the 7step hand washing?"
I replied "No lar, i just now play basketball"
Then he say "o.o why liddat, i onli see doctors and technicians with oil on their hands doing that"
(I was washing my hand, arm with soap, fingernails also)
I told him "I played Bball for 3hrs, hand super black"
Then he say "oic.."
Then i finish washing and say "BYE!"

Blog on sat after going out, hope cycling trip will be successful

Holidays over~

2009-09-12T19:04:00.000-07:00

Was super moody last night, crapped up feel.
Everything seemed so weird and uncomfortable.
Gona edit the stuff on my blog, dun even know what to blog about.
Spent this whole week doin little revision, a lot runescape lols...
Play from morning till night, crazy spree.
Wanted to wake up at 8 to game, but cmi can't wake up.
Cause last nite slept at near 3 =X

Tag replies:
Esta>Thanks for the tagging, i tink u are the only few who does that at my blog ^-^
EnWei>Relinked le
Xinyi>linked also

Gundam Fiesta

2009-09-06T16:21:00.000-07:00

Was suppose to go compass to see the fiesta.
But didn't cause was nt well informed the time to meet >.<
Thus, went dobhy instead, for LAN.
Its been ages since i last went LAN, really ages~
Totally dun like the feel of the keyboard and mouse there.
Mouse too sensitive! Move a bit my cursor can fly lols..
Clocked an hour at LAN, total waste of money.
Ew and Joey extend their time, i didn't.
Spent 2 dollars on arcade, quite enjoyable.
Ate at "kopitiam", no choice, poor ppl is liddat 1 =X

This is the pic that i wanted to upload during the last post,

Pastamania

2009-09-03T04:35:00.001-07:00

Went J8 with Qy to Pastamania.
Student discount really deduct a lot o.o
Chatted a while with her, finished lunch by 3pm.
Went basement to find for drink, saw sweettalk bubble tea instead.
Sent her to bus-stop, and there she goes in her father's car.
Off to home then JB.
Went to AMK with choong for ID.
Prelim 2 le still playing X_X
Reached lvl 20! Nt sure whether flame got change colour, hope have.

2009-08-29T18:34:00.000-07:00

Look at that!
It's the door of a large rubbish chute btw..
Zai sia, stuck den become liddat.
I'm sure none of u have seen it be4.
Didn't google for it, just walked pass and snapped a foto.
Few days ago, went ask for O's number.
Den last nite, an offline mesg came with the number!
Saved the number and slept.
Sat, found out that O is opp school, while i just dismissed.
Went over to say hi, then total silence lols.
O's friends were there too, expected silence =X

Spent onli $2 on arcade yesterday!
Won 4matches, lost 2.
Pwned a lvl 21 in euro down!
A good and bad thing happened, lets see the bad 1 first.
ID3 has a force end game button by pressing view change and start button.
I wanted to change view, but instead i press both, GGx.
Game force end and sian wasted money >.<
Now for a the good news.
There is a uncle mass playing skyline R32 on myoki/miaoyi.
He's a record holder, woah de leis.
His points is 9 all the way, long no life player >.<
Susprisingly, when he ran out of credits, he forgot to take his card!
Woah fully tuned plus max points car! zai zai my lucky day xD
Koped his card, since he's gone liaos.
Before that i already ran arund the arcade to look for him.
BUT, his car is extimated to be only level 3 to 5 based on the stars.
But not zhun de, below lvl 12 correct liaos.
Looks quite new, must be just renew haha.

No bread for breakfast T-T Breadlover Here =D

Teachers day rehersal

2009-08-27T06:48:00.001-07:00

Woah demanding teacher!!
The moment i reached the hall, the first thing i noticed is her lols.
U CANNOT DO THIS! U CANNOT DO THAT! DUN KEEP CLOSING CURTAINS!
Zai zai xD Clocked in 49mins of SDL today, all for the sake of watching the rehersal.
Still remember vividly the reaction of 1 stranger girl when she saw my signing out.
She went "wa 49mins also wan clock", bo bien, this whole week nid clock 10hrs.
SOOO, much be cheapo a bit =X Every min counts xD
Going to make a Evo 4 type A once i go arcade, its relatively a good car.
Badminton tomorro!(if there's PE) Gona bring own racket to play.
School de not used to it, plus have 4 yonex shuttles to play with hahas.
Going piak SS work, or else tomorro GGx with ms kaur.

Quick Post

2009-08-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

Fast fast post, gtg soon >.<
Big rainy day today, in the morning still going "wa so nice drizzle, sure dam cool later"
But instead, a storm swept thru the blue sky, sending pulse and pulse of thunder and lightning
Holy cow lor, i was at the opposite coffee shop when the rain became absurbly big
Getting back to school dry was an impossible task, thot there was A maths SSP btw
Nicest part was when i was looking at the window of my class, a reddish yellow light zoomed past
And followed a LOUD thunder, a landed property got struck!!
Got anti-lightning needle, so no damage
As school compound is very quite low, plus no high buildings around, so lightning tend to strike roofs and we can see it dam clearly omfg
Imagine being standing infront of it, sure sot diao lols

Here to clear dust and webs =X

2009-08-15T05:57:00.001-07:00

As usual, saturdays for fun and games!
Went out with Ew and joey to arcade
Ew say he go arcade and see comp screen till sien
SOOOO, i recommand him go do something fun, STUDYING!
His reaction was "that's the last thing i wan to do"
Well enuff of him, time to summarise my battle history of the day
Raced with Joey using my 6+years old car, Nissan Skyline GTR VspecII R34
Holy man that car, too holy
Dunno what to say about that car, simply useless =X
No wonder i saw forum post somewhere regarding initial D making the car nearly trash
Well from what i know, GTR in real life is good, very good
A guy saw us playin, both of us 6gears, then choong lost using my car
This guy sat down, and surprisingly, lvl 18 BUNTA car
CHEAPO SIA, THAT CAR IS RIGGED >.> FAST PICKUP PLUS HOLY HANDLING
CHEAPO CHEAPO CHEAPO
Lost horribly, EW challenged him euro uphill, lost as he got stucked somewhere
Me being the daring one, drew my glass sword and challenged that guy
I love the reaction on his face when he saw my lvl, 18 WAHAHAHA(previously using lvl 5 and 10 noob car)
Euro uphill, guess what happened
I stuck, thot GG, BUT, he somehow sibei slow then i catch up plus overtake at 2nd last corner xD
Love the feel of winning. He challenged me again and bla bla bla nothing interesting
Then Ew and me scrammed to play Time Crisis II, used 2 credits to complete the whole game
We v pro ok! (yea rite if pro then onli nid 1 credit >.>)
Choong took a foto of us, will snatch from her blog once she post it up =D
Later on played with 2 guys, during euro match, i got stuck, and because they took inner lane too
They got stuck too, U-turn leis them LOLs
It not onli happened once, but thrice, each match 1
They must be going WTF HE DOING!
Bla dun care, is they nt careful to go u-turn, nt me fault xD
Last game of the day, this guy came back again, same map again, euro down
Wah he dunno how spell die sia >.>
He lost to me at around 30m disadvantage SUCKER~
I 3连胜 and got off the machine haha, no chance for him to get revenge
Zao-ed and went home

PMS wiped sobs, all eq gone, dam it lor i knew it the holding meso will stay, but i didn't spread my meso across all my characters >.> 6Bil gone, heart pain T-T

Hardcore gaming

2009-08-09T18:57:00.000-07:00

Hardcore gaming during NDP all the way to 10+
Helped choong chiong to 200(finally!)
Grats grats!
For myself, leeched a lot, presently top 30 in XDMS ranking
Managed to squeeze into the 30th position with 631k exp
Ppl whu dunno must be thinking~wa 631k nia, whack a bit get liao
BUT, its 1 exp per skele, 1k exp per anego, so this shud expain everything
Jovina called last nite, 1am, to ask regarding how to get to zak
Chionged to the living room to pick up the call
Cos mother in the same room, thus if pick up in room = WW3 start xDD
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(u gave me wonderful memories, i'll nvr forget u)

PMS

2009-08-08T06:00:00.000-07:00

Not pre-mentstrational syndrome, it's private maple server
Reformatted my whole comp last nite, all files gone T-T
Had to reinstall everything, e.g msn, warcraft, PMS, GChrone, Mozilla, etc
Total time taken~2hrs
Performance~Devilishly fast xD
Went arcade today with Ew, Roger and Choong
Saw the sms between Kenneth and Choong
My msg to kenneth: Maybe u have, but maybe nt, if dun have/are bragging, then get rdy to be suaned
2 pros today, the lvl 27 that i saw a few weeks ago, and a malay boy
Beaten Ew in Usui!（pronounced liddat~准永)
Few days of psp hardwork paid off le =D
QY bday on 6/8, belated bday!
Came across something interesting today, gona be a great surprise
Gambateh to myself =X

Yawnz

2009-07-31T18:25:00.000-07:00

woke up dam early this morning, around 8
mother lor, talk to sis so loudly in the kitchen
made me wake up -.-"l
can't sleep liaos, dunno why, so on~ed comp to play xD
playing back maple now, real maple
finally got my bahamut 30(woohoo!) after 3 days of spamming
total meso&exp lost: 4mil and 15%
thanks choong for opening my eyes to hacking =X
used mastery hack to make my damage both at its peak and stable
stomachache i go poop blog later =X
(its simply an excuse to stop writing haha)

FS

2009-07-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

Oh shyt can't find fs nor fb.
BUT, i found *******'s blog instead!
I know i zai =X
Googled the school and class, pop comes a student's blog.
Linked my way to the class blog, and dug the links there.
Found the name ******* and poof there i am.

Gona impress my close friends with the vulgarities in *******'s blog.
Blog tomorro/day after tomorro/next week cyaz

SDL

2009-07-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

K lar choong i update, i went N&B for 豆花 again.
JK lar lols, dun go "wah piang eh 豆花 again" hahas.
Attended SDL since Wednesday, which is yesterday.
Quite nice, IF i doing chem/physics/English lor..
Cause those are the only subs that i won't be sien of.
Other subs are either require a lot of writing or dunno how do(A maths and E maths).
Met up with Mrs Lee today, regarding results.
She said no more comp, but no comp can die leis =X
Spend lesser time on comp lor >.<
Targeted 14 for prelim 2 L1B4, hope can achieve bahs.
SDL today from 2.45 to 5.30 siol, spent 2hr 45mins leis, so guai xD
Onli required 2hrs, but physics too nice le, so spent more time in SDL.
Suppose to go arcade today, but Choong say wan mug, so canceled.
Gona search fs for a profile, hope ******* has a fs profile.

豆花

2009-07-24T17:15:00.000-07:00

Last night around 9pm, I went down to N&B to buy 豆花.
On my way there, guess who i saw, Muena holding on to another guy's hand walking at centre.
WOah she got stead liaos, tink i saw them before earlier this year.
Hais seeing my friends having stead(s) 1 by 1 make me feel dot dot dot xD
Woke up early this morning, to comp of course.
Kept dreaming of weird things, slept and woke up every 10mins from 7.30am till 8plus.
Head was spinning yesterday, due to mani days of lack of sleep.
Alvin is down with fever, sore throat and cough, hopes he gets well soon ^-^

Racial Harmony Day

2009-07-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

Its racial harmony day tomorro! I love all my friends of different races xD
Chinese O lvl listening compre is on wed, hope all goes well >.<
Spammed ladder games today, sucked like mad, too noob liaos..
Human geog get 24/50, fail omg!!
So total is 62/100 for geog, B4 onli sobs..
Mother cannot stop kping this whole afternoon, not over results, but over small unclear matters.
Ew overheard everything since i was on the phone with him.
English results out, onli got 53%, gosh i suck -.-
BUT, there was no distinction in the entire level, cause the compre was really hard.
Highest in my bad is..... SHINWEI! Claps! 58% so i'm not so bad afterall xD
Dunno what to write also, time for tv!
自high lols, tatas

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

2009-07-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

On 16/7, tagged along with michelle and her friend to watch harry potter.
Since i was the only guy plus dun wan pangseh Ew, made him tag along too.
Was very rushed, ended lessons at 3.15pm, rushed home to bath+eat.
Reached AMK hub at 4.10pm liddat, met up with Michelle and her friend Esta.
Went queue for Ew's and my tickets, no good seats sob..
Accompanied Michelle and Esta to Cheers to buy stuff, and Sweettalk to buy bubble tea.
At Cheers, Esta opened the door, then waited there.
Nvr expect her to hold the door, enter le she say "nvr say thanks!" then i said thanks =X

Ew too dam long to reach, both missed the start of the movie.
As it was the first day, didn't get good seats, 3rd row from the front, left side.
Michele and Esta sat around the 7th row i think, sides also, but is right side.
Movie was relatively nice, ending lacked a bit, but overall was nice =D
Prelim results out, update later/tomorro

Bored

2009-07-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

Nth to do, Ew haven reply me -.-
Went Plaza Sing, just when i was walking to the escalator, 1 old man approached me.
"小弟，可以借我一块半吗? 我要搭车回家, 我的钱掉了."
Without a 2nd thought, out of kindness, i digged into my wallet and got him $1.50
Wat is running thru my mind is the ticket machine is on the left
Cause he walked right after taking my money.
Nvm, i did my part, if he's a real life scammer, too bad.
Hope he lives to an old ripe age IF he is a scammer.
Cause he will live a life without pride and self-respect, steeping so low for a few dollars.
Maybe u'll say that if he ask from mani ppl, he can get a lot.
But I'm sure he won't live long with it, cause he is in his sixties.

Blablabla, maybe he nt scammer, then good lor.
Back to arcade, 没人!
Arcade was very empty, partly cause it's weekday, so few ppl go.
When finally 1 guy played the initial D, i tapped and challenged him to a race.
Thru out the race he was sms~ing calling.
Dunno if it's because he lose le, then no sportsmanship to finish the race properly.
IDK, but not likfely, cause after the race, he tried tapping again.
But his card no money >.> Too bad there goes my worthy opponent.

Grats myself on GTR being lvl 11! Got flame le wakakaka.
Another flame car to my collection, best being my evo 4 of lvl 17!
K, blog tomorro/next time, tomorro no schoolZ!

Initial D 3

2009-07-13T21:44:00.000-07:00

Woah on sat, saw a lvl 31 max lvl car.
OMG guess what's his car was, I'm 100% sure u won't get it right.

Well its a 6 gear GTR! OMFG lor -.-

Yesterday went Ew hse to watch brotherhood, arcade and study geog.
Brotherhood a lot violent scenes, no wonder its M18.
At the arcade, 1 lvl 30 uncle sat down and challenged Ew.
Ew lost >.>

Crap... Changed to our usual tactic, play a map that his car can't, EURO UPHILL.
Ew play the wet 1 while i played the dry 1.
Both match was a lost due to errors ETC

He lvled up to 31, max lvl @#$%^&
He then walked off after his killing spree streak

Wished he continued, then he can say goodbye to his lvl and flame.
Cause both Ew and me using noob cars(lvl&4) to burn other ppl's flame.

Geog prelim today was hard, real hard.
Won't fail but, i wrote lots of crap lalalalalala...
Pray my physical geog will pull me to an A1/2

Going dobhy arcade now, school ended at 9.30am for me.
Choong and Ew will be there, arcade like our 2nd home liaos.

Post when free, tatas =D

O'levels Oral

2009-07-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

O lvl oral today, totally forgot about it this morning, thus told mother coming home for dinner.

Personally found Maths and Chem paper today quite easy, but hope it turns out that i'm right.

Oral was crap!! Nearvous like mad, a lot of pause and wrong phrases(for conversation).

Overall, the topic was quite okay. Vin comforted me by saying i gave a lot of points and examiners are lenient, pray that it turns out well xD

Hope tomorro's geog will be easy for ME, wah i dam selfish haha.

Off to study(exam period only =X)

www.blogger.com

2009-07-02T00:59:00.000-07:00

Lets try a different way of writing my post today :D

Blogger.com took very very long to load, have no clue why either
Prelims this week and next! Super stress!
Planned to go arcade again(went yesterday), cancelled cos choong CMI.
A maths paper tomorro, planning to fail it, (well i can't plan to pass it since i suk in it)
Physics tomorro, hope it will be a breeze, will be revising some formulaes later
Physics prac too, JYJY!

Was not in the right mind yesterday, went to challenge my cousin's mt3 ghost
RESULT: Lost craply >.<"
Lesson learnt: Dun 乱乱来 ^-^

Dam bored, no one to talk to on msn, even though there's ppl online
Tired of games, maybe later..

Post again if i feel bored..

Class 6D gathering 17/6/09

2009-06-19T20:31:00.000-07:00

Qy smsed me and said her tuition will end quite early and whether i could go earlier to walk walk. So i agreed and i asked Michelle along. Michelle was waiting at my hse void deck from 11.45am while i am still having trouble with my hair =X Time flew and she waited for me for at least 30mins. Suddenly, i feel like i'm a 千古罪人 lols... make ppl wait for me for half an hour. Waited at bus stop for less than 5mins, then when bus came, Michelle told me her ezlink no money plus she dun have a cent on her lols. HENG i got a 1dollar coin, so she can pay for her bus fare. Met Qy in interchange, doing POA stuff. At first could not fully recognize her, called her to cfm that tat was her =/ So hardworking lor, doing POA while waiting >.< We then accompanied Michelle to the atm to withdraw $$, if I'm not wrong, she withdrew 20. Waited at arcade for a while, and marcus TZR came. Played with him the basketball and broke record, almost reached 400. 1.30pm, began waiting for all to come, one by one came, with familiar faces, but somehow different. When all except for those coming late or will be late came, pushed around the decision of going where to eat. Angie suggested sumo house, a japanese restaurant, then every girl was fine with it, except for the guys. Well I was ok with it, while the guys skipped lunch for L4D, tsk tsk.. Food there was quite cheap, after eating then went buy terminator tickets. Collected mani mani ezlink cards and money, total of 14 tickets =D Terminator was nice for me, quite ok for all of them, since there was no complains or whatsoever. Took photos after movie ended, the group photo lacke jeslyn, marcus TWJ, audrey, and edward as 2 of them gtg, while the other 2 haven reach. Girls went for dinner at pizza hut, ate from 6.30 to 8.30, while guys went arcade. All guys left at around 8, while Li Jin went at around 8.20 cause i delayed him haha. Smsed the girls to ask where they are, and headed down to pizza hut. Edward and audrey was there, girls went home, but audrey edward and me went kpool to play! Could not stay for long, only till 9.20 liddat, then i went home le. Dunno wat time they played till. Edward was good, quite accurate, while i deproved like mad, straight ball also can hit till slant, #$%^&. Audrey was nt bad, since i'm not that good so no rights to comment on others also haha. Next class outing will be end of the year, after o i guess, BBQ plus pool, at ECP. Aim is to get 20ppl, hope fee won't be too high. Need find ppl to purchase food while i book pit. Gd luk to those in 6D taking o lvls this year! Aim for 6pts ppl! JYJY

Cobwebs!

2009-06-11T03:21:00.000-07:00

Blog having cobwebs le, 1 week++ nvr blog. Hacking in audition is GAY! OMFG lor 8mil score, ridiculous. Btw, school is sending latecomers for detention, crap no one say late got detention leis.. Yesterday, school called to ask why i didn't attend school, dam joke lor. I did attend school, but i was not in time to mark my attendance. Yeh Shen Hao's a private candidate now, Hoorays! Celebrated choong's bday last sunday, kbox was cheap, far cheaper than the afternoon 1, onli diff is this is shorter. But since onli total 3 person, 3hrs is a lot already. Coming back to detention, i tink i have at least 2 >.> dun care lar, wait till dm call then go, and must look around to see whether its ONLI OUR CLASS. Today's A maths timed practice clearly shows how we fair against other classes. A maths paper was 2hrs, after the 1st hr had passed, most of us already stopped and packed le -.- while other class ppl still doin. Its not that we complete le, is we do watever that we know how to do lols. For me, i onli did half a question, Q4 part 1.

Dam the school!!!

2009-05-30T21:01:00.000-07:00

On friday 29/5, one of my classmate got expelled out of the school. It all happened when ms kaur came to class to get his stuff, she was packing packing, and all of the sudden she cried. She broke down.. He was a passive ponster, always pon school for at least 1 day a week. This week, he onli attended school for monday, and skipped the rest(dunno true anot since if he came he would serve suspension). The coming monday is chinese o lvls, and the school just liddat expelled him, wat the hell is the school thinking. I know he signed an agreement with the school regarding his habit of skipping school, that the school has every right to expel him. But O lvls is just a few months away, is the school trying to destroy his future!!? I know the he is also at fault, but isn't the school suppose to help students, intead of sinking them further!? Well on the same day, he sent a 6 sms long shit to miss kaur, scolding/insulting her to bug off. But as a friend, i don't really think he means it. Maybe he just wants miss kaur to give up on him, that's why he sent those nasty comments. That's from my own point of view, whether its true, no one except him knows. He's a hard nut to crack, the school used soft and hard approach to make him change, from counseling to endless suspension and detention. He has the brains, cause even though he dun attend lessons, he performs better than many of us who study and revise like mad. I still dunno wat the school has arranged for him, maybe another school or some organisation to help him? OR simply nothing and leave him to rot there? Expelling him out has 2 possible effects, 1. Make him realise how serious the situation it and hopefully he'll change. OR 2. He finds that its the end of the world and he sinks even futher?

Something for him:
No matter what happens, i'll nvr give up on u. No one will.
Don't give up, whenever a door closes, there will always be another door that will open for u. Just make sure that the path u're walkin down is the right one..

19/5 Pizzahut with Eugene, Ew and Roger

2009-05-22T07:12:00.001-07:00

Got my ugly looking face!!

Sports Carnival

2009-05-22T06:47:00.001-07:00

This is En Wei running the last stretch for 4x100m baton. E6 came in first!!! My 100m came in 3rd!! Not bad leis, but truth is onli 3 person joined, so crawl also will get 3rd -.- Means got medal also -.- Nvm, i just sub in to get help class get medal, those 2 runners wah dam fast, dun nid fight. But i nt v sure also, cause from my view i think i am sustaining the distance from them, equals i tink my pickup was slow, that's why i was quite far from them. Hais nvm dun dwell on it le.. Today inside bnet, roger went "i buy for u the brick fone" to en wei, guess wat happened, EW and me replied "not funny" at the same time. What can u infer about roger from this? Downloading CS, dam slow!! Dam long nvr blog also, oh ya btw Tv reception suddenly poof and went out, missed my 少林僧兵. Mother stubborn dun wan use Mio Tv to watch also, so can't watch sob. Reception came back at 9pm, long after the show was over. Will find more pics to upload, but cfm won't have me inside!